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The Things That Bother Me-Chapter III:
Temporary Despair



Because I have sinned
The Lord is angry with me
I’m walking in darkness
Looking at others
Walking in the light
The punishments reap agony
Continuously with no ending
I’m the only one that is suffering
Even someone worse than me
Is doing better than me
I have been sick
Where my bones and flesh
Were wasting away
Troubled on every side
Cause the women to possess
Rule over me
The secular arena goes unnoticed
But I cannot deal with
The spiritual things
Causing the prayers to stop
My status destroyed to dust
And being in subjection
To women
What can I say about this?
What can I do?
I’m a joke to everyone
They will constantly talk about me
I utter to myself
This war I have lost
No one I can turn to
I have done wrong
But I’m on the own
I’m conformed to what others
Believe I should say and do
I’m subjected to everyone
With no thoughts of
My own thoughts
My own feelings
My own judgment
Or the fact that people
Don’t even have to listen to me

Or do as I suggest
For I’m to listen to everyone not me
For I’m not paramount anymore
All I am is a noisemaker
Saying too much
But saying nothing at all
What can I say about this hard knock of life?
I can learn many lessons
From it and all the pain
And sorrow it brings
Only to make me stronger
Only to come back to God



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