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O Lord why your anger Is so strong? Through others You remind me of my wrongs You beat me with your words You withheld all that You have for me My worries and pain Are two-fold There is your anger And the anger from others who remind me of my wrongs Torment me with negative events Strip me of my title And cause me to be idle And submissive to everyone Now I have to listen to everyone And forget I have feelings Forget that I have feelings Forget that I have emotions Forget that I can express myself I don’t have a right to do Those things Because my life is define By others Because I really don’t know I shall learn while others Are raised up And I shall remain in the same place Yes, I’m broken O God Remake me and fill my Empty spaces Fix the crooked places And give me a new mind A new heart A new sense of self A newness of life I’m at the lowest point within thee Burned from your anger Dried from the negativity Of others Scorned from those that know me I don’t want you to be Angry with me O Lord Nor bear the insults and thorns From those who slaughter me I beg of you to take back Your anger My pains and sorrows The insults from others The negative conversations To keep me in bondage The thorns picking my flesh Every idle word or thought Every idle deed And anything I have done To hurt you and others Take it all away from me But don’t put me away Let knowledge and wisdom Rule my house Let not your spirit depart From me For your spirit gives me life To my flesh dead from sin Without your spirit I crumble and die With your anger I tumble and cry Lord Jesus In sincerity a new commitment Is surely due For I have gone astray Soon to leave the faith But I desire the faith But to desire to become What you have planned for me I cannot make this right By the words I can utter But by the works I can perform I give you everything Come back to me My arms reach out to you I come running to you Receive me as lost and broken That I might be found and whole There is no need to tell the world Let my deeds become My speaker and my picture Those others shall know And be glad Joyous instead of sad Speaking good and not bad Lend an ear to my cry Lord Visit me and minister to me I have something to tell you For only you shall listen Only you can lift me up Save me from myself O God From the redden spots of sin From blames and jokes Negative prophecy And idle works I want to be your minister Your servant Your disciple Your friend Your son Save me to the utmost Because you save Let me rewrite the story That I might be made whole Righteous and Holy Blameless and active Can I trust you to save me? To restore me? To remake me? To lift me up? To encourage me? To use me for your service? To be by my side always? To make me righteous again? To declare me not guilty? To be my Lord and Savior? To guide me in all I say and do? Yes, I surely can I shall learn to trust in you Hearing your voice And obeying you I shall give thanks In all I say and do Giving you all of the praise Thanks for saving me For remaking me For restoring me For lifting me up For encouraging me For using me For make me righteous For being with me For being my God I know why you still love me |
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