Foreword I Yanovka II Our Neighbors and My First School III Odessa: My Family and My School IV Books and Early Conflicts V Country and Town VI The Break VII My First Revolutionary Organization VIII My First Prisons IX My First Exile X My First Escpape XI An Immigrant for the First Time XII The Party Congress and the Split XIII The Return to Russia XIV The Year 1905 XV Trial, Exile, Escape XVI My Second Foreign Exile: German Socialism XVII Preparing for a New Revolution XVIII The Beginning or The War XIX Paris and Zimmerwald XX My Expulsion From France XXI Through Spain XXII New York XXIII In A Concentration Camp XXIV In Petrograd XXV Concerning Slanderers XXVI From July to October XXVII The Deciding Night XXVIII “Trotskyism"in 1917 XXIX In Power XXX In Moscow XXXI Negotiations at Brest-Litovsk XXXII Peace XXXIII A Month at Sviyazhsh XXXIV The Train XXXV The Defense of Petrograd XXXVI The Military Opposition XXXVII Disagreements Over War Strategy XXXVIII The Transtion to the New Economic Policy, and My Relations With Lenin XXXIX Lenin’s Illness XL The Conspiracy of the Epigones XLI Lenin’s Death and the Shift of Power XLII The Last Period of Struggle Within the Party XLIII The Exile XLIV The Deportation XLV The Planet Without a Visa

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